"Hit of Miss" by Odetta

End of the World?

The "world" doesn't end in an instant it's a slow grueling process and it will hit us when we least expect, so who's to say it hadn't already started.  Look at the worlds current state; polluting of the environment, shootings, and even having callousness towards these kinds of issues.  I would say the "world" may have ended a long time ago.

Sometimes to recreate yourself and reach higher...

... you have to destroy yourself.  You cannot overlap the layers because the rotting ones will be at the bottom, then you have achieved nothing at all.  I hope when the time of such dilemma is presented to me I have the courage to choose the option of progress and not the option of stagnancy.  And then have the tenacity to achieve higher and meet the friends that have already continued the journey there.  

Musicians Block

"Music should strike fire from the heart of man, and bring tears from the eyes of woman."
-Ludwig van Beethoven

I needed some inspiration because my heart had forgotten how to sing.  I wait til it finds it's voice again.

Afternoon of Halloween

Bugs...

I do hate bugs.

I hate the one that stinks and you know which bug is stinking the place.

I hate the ones that crawl on their bellies coming right under you.

I hate the ones that fly thinking they own the sky.



Sometimes I feel tempted to pluck their wings and let them roast over the fire.

Watch their exoskeletons turn over and crisp.

Their insides burst from the side of their bellies, boiling.

Or maybe throw them in a lake of ice.

They'll feel daggers all over their body slowly inching towards their core.

If they had lungs, maybe bugs don't have lungs and a heart, every time they inhaled they would feel needles bumping all over their lung walls.



I hate bugs

A crazy friend of mine (an understatement) told me to listen to white noise.  5 minutes into the video I slip into a trance and 10 minutes later I snap back into reality with my clothes off. Freaky mind control!? or I’m an unconscious habitual nudist… DUN DUN DUUUUN!

Pictures related:

My friend is the one that I'm trying to hump from behind.  

Then he gets me back.

Aside from the Greek-era male bonding going on in the pictures he makes cartoons.

Toyboat Toyboat

2(0) Miniutes to Midnight

AAAhhhh… How nice.  A humid night with warm air circulating through my room.  I’m surprised that I can still concentrate on my project whilst all the distractions around me.  Mom and Dad talking loudly, Bromo playing videogames behind me, and my constant need to travel back and forth between the kitchen and my room just to keep myself caffeinated.  

And yes, we don’t dare to let me reach that state of de-caffeination… lest you open the gates of hell!

Abandon all hope ye who enter!

Now, I must abandon this muse, named Procrastination, that enthralled me 10 minutes ago to go back in the trudging of mastering my knowledge that will hopefully… hopefully! take me closer to being a Mind Master.

I just hope that I don’t get too close to the sun like Icarus.  Well not until I learn how to make a better pair of wings.

Well now it’s been 15 minutes so this video wont make sense anymore and now it 11:55pm(Well at the time I wrote this out).

Inspiration: Life

"I have no right to complain. I'm not even suffering. I have to work twice as hard for the people who don't even get the chance."

Those were the words that came to my head as I lay in bed feeling helpless. It was after praying to Fudo Myoo for guidance that this revelation came to mind. Those words are true for someone like me who lives a privileged life.

Who doesn't experience hunger or homelessness.
Who isn't suffering from any type of physiological ailment or cancer

I wake up in my room.
Feeling safe in my house.
With food in the fridge.
With clothes in my closet.

I have a choice to decide what to do or how to shape my life!

How can I complain about how hard and stressful my life is when people around the world barely have any of these things? Sometimes we get lost on our path or take things for granted, especially when life is going good. We take for granted the little things like having a choice to eat, what to wear, what school to go to, and even that we can freely drink water from our sinks! A lot of people around the world don't have this privilege. That is why I have to work twice as hard for those people who don't have the chance to even try.